Monday, November 29, 2010

I'm in love with a name

I'm in love with a name. It's Cecilia. I've only known one girl named Cecilia. She was a friend of my sisters in their elementary days but she is not the cause of my affection. There is a Simon and Garfunkle song called Cecilia. That might be part of it. Maybe its the look of the name on the page. Like a city scape. It sounds neither warm nor cool. There's something perverse about being in love with a name. Its like some strange alphabetical fetish. I like Sandra too. But that's another story.

Specialist


going to get my results from the specialist. to see why my hearing has declined. and why i get a little light headed. i'll have to remind him to speak into my right ear.

Friday, November 26, 2010

David Halliday


The different versions of David Halliday from physicist, rock star, poet, photographer, coach, father, son, throw a sister in. Hell, its all good.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

McGarvey and history

We used to just call her McGarv. McGarv was one place and her mind was somewhere else. And while she was someplace else, she twirled a long strand of her hair in her finger. Constantly. I was sure that at some point the strand would give out and she would eventually go bald. One afternoon my mother found McGarv (a teenager) in our hall closet. Talking to her boyfriend. The telephone cord was one of those long winding cords that stretched out for huge distances. If she'd had a cell phone (which hadn't been invented yet) she might have been imprisoned in the closet. The closet door had a tendency to lock on its own. It was her good fortune to have been born at the right time in history.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

First Medieval Time Machine


This is the boy in me... I read somewhere that if the great library at Alexandria hadn't been burned by Christians during the early days of the first millenium, we might have reached the moon by the year 1200, almost 800 years earlier than Mr. Armstrong's walk. Well, I tried to imagine (given that premis) that we might have created time machines in the medieval period.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Benay


Benay was stoned almost all of the time. And I was smitten with her. She was very promiscuous. She had a boyfriend. And she came onto a friend of mine. And yet I was still smitten. When I made a move on her she suggested we become friends. I was thrown for a loop. Got involved with another woman who was a good friend. We lived together for several years. I don't know what became of Benay. But looking back, it all seems so bizarre. And stupid. Which is a lesson in life. How delusional we become to someone. No not to someone. But to love itself. It is a madness of youth.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Homicide


Death comes in the quiet of our thoughts. When we were looking the wrong way. At the moon being smothered by a cloud. It begins in panic. Thrashing out. We want to live. Something standing over us. Waiting for our last breath. Murder. Now and then.
Homicide: Now and Then

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Bigamist


This is a small tribute to my wife Anne Marie, Mie, Anne, Annemie. We have both been married twice. Both times to each other. Does that make us bigamists?

Thursday, November 18, 2010

3 faces of Victor Genova

An old friend of mine is the subject of a lot of my collages. Vic is cranky. And funny. To a lot of people he is a character. Personally I think he should go back on his meds.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Little Victor Genova Flees the Church for Life on Jack


I'm not sure what this is about. I know Victor has been disappointed with the Church since the Inquisition. I keep telling Vic, "its like the Pope says, you've got to move on."

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I was too old.


An odd thing happened to me last night. Well, maybe it was a year ago last night. Or that long weekend before that. I woke up and found that the world was suddenly younger. And I was on the outside. I have always felt on the outside but this was different. I was too old. I felt like I could see through the world. The world, society, life etc. runs like a dream. With full participation of all of us. Its a common dream. Or at least I thought. I always knew that children were waiting to join, that teens were biting at the bit to get started. But I never thought that older people were excluded. Not because younger people had suddenly voted them off the island. It was because they saw this dream for what it was. Pointless. Not that life is pointless. That's another question. But that this dream, getting up each morning like it was a new beginning. Fighting to get better marks. So you could get that better job. So you could buy all those nice things. But these are all distractions. All you have is time. And time is running out.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Suspicion


Just created this image. What is more violent than the suspicion of violence?

Thursday, November 11, 2010

The Power of H: America's Eco Woes

The Power of H: America's Eco Woes
April Showers 1

America's Eco Woes


Things seem really bad below the 49th. Is this Bush's fault or Obama's? I'm not an economist but how do you run 2 wars and lower taxes. Am I paranoid but does it appear that as America sinks further the split in the 2 Americas is becoming wider? And everyone has a gun.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

My Beautiful Aunt Bernice


There is a tradition in collages of making pics with artificial limbs attached to people. This one is called My Beautiful Aunt Bernice. And she was a beautiful woman.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010