Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Box by Matthew Chambers


This is a new book. The Box by Matthew Chambers. Short stories and other forms of story telling. As in quotations. I was going to put in a form with info about a character and call it a story. But I didn't. Though I did use the idea in another book called The Death of Lou Grant. I lived in Belgium for 4 years and Matthew Chambers is loosely based on some people I thought about while I lived there.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Natasha Rising


This is another piece devoted to my youngest daughter. She is beautiful and strong. And just beginning to blossom.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Monday, December 20, 2010

This landscape has no meaning


This landscape has no meaning. And outside of a sunami you would have trouble imposing a meaning on it. And yet...

Saturday, December 18, 2010

The sad stairs of Joanna Park


This is a girl I fell in love with. Briefly. She married and had twin boys. Years later another one of my exes also had twins... Weird.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Natasha's Train of Thought



My youngest daughter is the thinker of the family. She is also the most pragmatic. Certainly one of the wonderful people I have met on this particular planet.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

military folly


During the build up of forces to face Russia's Czar at the Crimea in 1854 cholera broke out in the army. 'When the British sailed from Varna on September 7, men aboard the more than six hundred transports were dying right and left of the disease. At night the bodies were tied with weights and dumped overboard, but, because the weights were too light, the bodies rose again as gases expanded in them, and the troopships were followed by the ghastly spectacle of corpses, kept upright by the weights, bobbing along with just their heads and shoulders out of the water.' (page 195, Great Rivals in History, by Joseph Cummins)

Victor Genova


One of the most important business figures in Canadian life. He was the first man to see the possibilities of 3D radio. What some call surround sound. He also pioneered the notion of relics. His idea was that people going to a funeral should be able to take a souvenir home with them. A great man. But very misunderstood. If you meet him on the street, give him a pat on the back. He needs encouragement.

Monday, December 6, 2010

C sik pop


Getting sea sick and getting drunk have a lot in common. The difference is that, after your hangover, you always drink again.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Reality


There is this peculiar quality of reality. You go along thinking that you're living your life. When something happens. And you realize that you've been asleep all the time.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Daughter Leaving

Katie is going to visit relatives in Belgium. And no doubt have a great time. I envy her. She just picks up and leaves. Her mother's daughter. What a gal.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

What! Shatner!


I don't know why I called this piece what I called it. But we all have shadows. And I might have one in my head. An MRI will tell the story.

Monday, November 29, 2010

I'm in love with a name

I'm in love with a name. It's Cecilia. I've only known one girl named Cecilia. She was a friend of my sisters in their elementary days but she is not the cause of my affection. There is a Simon and Garfunkle song called Cecilia. That might be part of it. Maybe its the look of the name on the page. Like a city scape. It sounds neither warm nor cool. There's something perverse about being in love with a name. Its like some strange alphabetical fetish. I like Sandra too. But that's another story.

Specialist


going to get my results from the specialist. to see why my hearing has declined. and why i get a little light headed. i'll have to remind him to speak into my right ear.

Friday, November 26, 2010

David Halliday


The different versions of David Halliday from physicist, rock star, poet, photographer, coach, father, son, throw a sister in. Hell, its all good.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

McGarvey and history

We used to just call her McGarv. McGarv was one place and her mind was somewhere else. And while she was someplace else, she twirled a long strand of her hair in her finger. Constantly. I was sure that at some point the strand would give out and she would eventually go bald. One afternoon my mother found McGarv (a teenager) in our hall closet. Talking to her boyfriend. The telephone cord was one of those long winding cords that stretched out for huge distances. If she'd had a cell phone (which hadn't been invented yet) she might have been imprisoned in the closet. The closet door had a tendency to lock on its own. It was her good fortune to have been born at the right time in history.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

First Medieval Time Machine


This is the boy in me... I read somewhere that if the great library at Alexandria hadn't been burned by Christians during the early days of the first millenium, we might have reached the moon by the year 1200, almost 800 years earlier than Mr. Armstrong's walk. Well, I tried to imagine (given that premis) that we might have created time machines in the medieval period.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Benay


Benay was stoned almost all of the time. And I was smitten with her. She was very promiscuous. She had a boyfriend. And she came onto a friend of mine. And yet I was still smitten. When I made a move on her she suggested we become friends. I was thrown for a loop. Got involved with another woman who was a good friend. We lived together for several years. I don't know what became of Benay. But looking back, it all seems so bizarre. And stupid. Which is a lesson in life. How delusional we become to someone. No not to someone. But to love itself. It is a madness of youth.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Homicide


Death comes in the quiet of our thoughts. When we were looking the wrong way. At the moon being smothered by a cloud. It begins in panic. Thrashing out. We want to live. Something standing over us. Waiting for our last breath. Murder. Now and then.
Homicide: Now and Then

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Bigamist


This is a small tribute to my wife Anne Marie, Mie, Anne, Annemie. We have both been married twice. Both times to each other. Does that make us bigamists?

Thursday, November 18, 2010

3 faces of Victor Genova

An old friend of mine is the subject of a lot of my collages. Vic is cranky. And funny. To a lot of people he is a character. Personally I think he should go back on his meds.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Little Victor Genova Flees the Church for Life on Jack


I'm not sure what this is about. I know Victor has been disappointed with the Church since the Inquisition. I keep telling Vic, "its like the Pope says, you've got to move on."

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I was too old.


An odd thing happened to me last night. Well, maybe it was a year ago last night. Or that long weekend before that. I woke up and found that the world was suddenly younger. And I was on the outside. I have always felt on the outside but this was different. I was too old. I felt like I could see through the world. The world, society, life etc. runs like a dream. With full participation of all of us. Its a common dream. Or at least I thought. I always knew that children were waiting to join, that teens were biting at the bit to get started. But I never thought that older people were excluded. Not because younger people had suddenly voted them off the island. It was because they saw this dream for what it was. Pointless. Not that life is pointless. That's another question. But that this dream, getting up each morning like it was a new beginning. Fighting to get better marks. So you could get that better job. So you could buy all those nice things. But these are all distractions. All you have is time. And time is running out.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Suspicion


Just created this image. What is more violent than the suspicion of violence?

Thursday, November 11, 2010

The Power of H: America's Eco Woes

The Power of H: America's Eco Woes
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America's Eco Woes


Things seem really bad below the 49th. Is this Bush's fault or Obama's? I'm not an economist but how do you run 2 wars and lower taxes. Am I paranoid but does it appear that as America sinks further the split in the 2 Americas is becoming wider? And everyone has a gun.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

My Beautiful Aunt Bernice


There is a tradition in collages of making pics with artificial limbs attached to people. This one is called My Beautiful Aunt Bernice. And she was a beautiful woman.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Natasha Thinking

My youngest daughter is all senses. Listening. Watching. She has her mother's kindness. And my laughter.

The Power of H: Church Street Is Burning

The Power of H: Church Street Is Burning: "A finalist in the 2003 Eppie Best Poetry Collection, Church Street Is Burning, in illust..."

Church Street Is Burning

A finalist in the 2003 Eppie Best Poetry Collection, Church Street Is Burning, in illustrations, short stories, and poems, tells the story of the poet as a young man. Lost. Abandoned by the woman he loved. Bewitched by the street he lives on. Forgotten by his God. Searching for some rational order in a world fallen on its side. And leaking.

Friday, October 29, 2010

the Saviors Electric Breakdown


Someone wrote that if Jesus appeared on the planet today, we'd crucify him all over again. I think we already have.